Tuesday, November 3, 2009

To = Nur Izwani Binti Ismail

u r the girl who is simple.....quite....but sumtimes loves to talks a lot =P....a girl with a messy hair (only occured after 8 months of her first rebonding treatment)...si kurush....loves to argue on sumting...always forgot ur things(handphone,wallet,matrix card+locker key,car key...etc..), leave the unfinished foods for me.....very honest(sound direct....=P ), sumtimes acting like a disney character( act like a fairy!!), tepuk2 my stomach(ouch!!!), always use ur special power to make me 'melting'....(tembungkan dua jari, muncung bibir mulut kebawah...), sumtimes u tak notice whenever i make a call to u....(phone silent,pastu kat dalam bilik....=P), loves to ASK me a question....(especially kalau lagu2 disney...)




sumhow.....




i dun care about all that.....



because




my heart keep telling myself that u r special...sum1 really special...



Dear,
im so sorry for making trouble in our relationship...im the one who screwed up the mood...i know im the one who always make u feel guilty...mad....n whatever i have did n make u feel sad....



but,



i will try my best to be a good man who will take care of u.....to protect u....stay close to u....i will try to be the best man for u...


Hunny, i want to say that.....


always remind me about the wrong thing that i've did....
always stay close to me.....
smile...=)

n also hunny, i want u to know that....






I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

forever....=')



Love, Muhammad Faliq Bin Auri 4/11/2009 @ 0101 a.m

Thursday, July 2, 2009

arini aku sgt penat n mood aku brubah jadi tak baik.
...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

again busy...

dalam beberapa hari nanti aku akan busy.......

banyak benda yg aku kena buat....firstly aku kene practice dgn gigihnya utk improve kan diri aku ni yg tak ter'improve' lagi......tone aku pada instrument flute n saxophone kena jaga.....improvisation pun kene pratice....bnyk laa scale kene main.....

aku akan terlibat dgn show UM yg prektisnya akan bermula malam ni(skrg kul 3.44p.m)....n selepas itu aku kan bergegas ke ampang utk practice Bagpipe function......

selain itu,aku kene gak buat benda lain.......practical report bahannya dah ada.....tulisnya belum.....n macam biasa....last minute ni mesti aku rasa ada sumthing wrong dgn aku punye arrangement....so,repair la sket2....ahad ni aku boleh finalize dgn papa ador.....

n lagi satu semester dah nak bukak.....tak sempat nak rasa cuti yg panjang.
but tu tak kesah sgt...sbb nanti akan ada cuti semester.
yang geramnya,aku terpaksa masuk music comp blk....huhuhu


but whatever will happen,the show must go on.....

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

just something....

somehow.....i wanted her to say the precious words such as 'miss you' first..
because, i really miss it...
n it could cool me down...make me smile..could lighten up my mood...
but i dun know.....i guess i just have to wait =S


n another thing is,i saw her profile just now.....i noticed that there are a group picca of her n her frens at IB.how happy they are together....having a great recital....work as a group....n finish their concert with full of success....
im sure that after this they all will be getting more closer to each other....
im grateful to see her happy.
she's not alone anymore.she have some good frens n new family now who can make her smile.which is good for her =)

n as for me......
my life as a musician is tough......
n another thing is.....the same thing i felt before...the pressureness of practicing......people are expecting me highly....good as my uncle....
i do hate it....why do people keep comparing between me n my uncle?
in fact,i dun care what they want to say...but sumtimes i feel depressed about this kind of silly thinking....hrm....
in a relationship between the musicians...indeed i have my close frens such as khusaini,mirul,syafeq,fahmi.......
but they are'nt my musicians frens....i only have a few which can b counted with my fingers of those who can understand my feelings.......
sometimes i felt like...im kinda alone in my music world....=\

whatever it is,the show must go on..... =)

-FarleagueAurey 2:48a.m-

Monday, June 8, 2009

9th June 2009

hurmmm.....9th of June 2009......im 20....

well, time is running so fast....

firstly im so grateful to stay healthy n live in this beautiful world....=)

Allah has gave me time continue my journey in His beatiful earth.....

Lot of things had happened n change me into the way i am now....

i pledge myself to achieve a high level in music....

i know i will achieve my target one day.....

I love my family...they always support me when im down.....

my dad...who is my mentor in my life as a musician....

my mom....who always takecare of me since i was young...she's a strong mother....

my brother....who always adviced me....takecare of me from getting bullied by other people....

n for u my dear.....

ur really special person in my life.....

ur not a loser hunny....eventhough u didnt wish me earlier,but still it doesnt matter for me....

i confessed that at first, i was waiting 4 u n i was sad when u didnt wish me.....\

but after that i realize sumthing.....eventhough ur not the person to wish me, but for me....ur the first that always inside my heart n always b there for me....besides my family....

u fill up my emptiness....u light up the darkness in me....ur not a loser....without u, im alone dear...

for u my dear.....on my 20th birthday..i want to make a wish....

no matter what will happen....i'll always love u....i wont leave u for another girl....because i know that only one bambey that i have in my life....n that's u hunny....nobody can replace u in my life.....im sorry i may not b ur good bf..but i wont give up...i promise...i Love u Nur Izwani.


(my life will never be great without these people....my dad,my mom,my bro,n my dear...)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

..........

aku dah penat.........

n malas nk pikir lg.......

just let it be........

yg penting aku nk concentrate for RTM.......

make myself busy.......

now its time for me utk cuba jgn jd baik sgt.......

n i want to see.......

i really dont care anymore.......

Monday, May 25, 2009

........

stress makin bertambah....i dunno why.......

today was not a very good one....

besides...dah rasa tanda2 nk sakit.....

maybe because of the weather....

hrm ntahla....